I miss my grandmother soo much. She used to scold me for watching phone, warn me to study. If I wasn't eating food properly she used to shout at me. Always used to motivate me. Times were soo great I never had a cell phone I never used to get distracted. I used to sit with her outside whenever the wheather was cloudy. She used to shout at me to bring clothes from Terrace fast as it was about to rain. Where did those golden days go? Why did she disappear soo fast? Why did she leave me? There's no one to guide me today as my Grandmother used to do. Everybody scolds me, nobody understands me. I wish I had died too when my grandmother died. I just feel the shit in this world. Toxicity in my friends. I feel soo bad. I lost my grandmother in Covid - 19. I couldn't even meet her at hospital one last time. I feel those days were miserable. I just don't see any hope now. I'm not able to move on. I want guidence. I want the same help I used to get. I Miss When My Grandmother Was With Me.....!