I have been constantly missing my friends. I feel like I need them more than they need me and because I am the one who calls them a lot, I feel like that I'm just adding a burden on them. Also yesterday I had a dream about one of my friends on whom I had a long time crush but the thing is he didn't, and I know that so I never kept any expectations. But the issue is we, rather he stopped having any kind of contact with me. And since yesterday, my mind is fucked and I miss him terribly. And the worst part of it all is that I can't talk to anyone about it.