I'm based in Zimbabwe. I'm aged 17 years,I'm in university now. When l was 9 years my uncle from my mother's side died and l started staying with my mom,dad and my dad's half brother. My parents would be at work most of the times. My uncle used to get into the bathroom whilst I'm bathing and use it when I'm there standing looking at him. He used to get into my room when I will be changing my clothes. He beat me everytime l visited a friend. He used to take my savings to buy drugs and he would never return my money.I was scared each and everyday,l used to have nightmares where he would be trying to rape me and l thought one day he would.I moved to another place and stayed with my mom.l kept on having the same nightmares and for some reasons the memories would be triggered.Sometimes I'm scared that it might happen,l can't tell anyone close to me about this because I'm scared they won't believe me and l will hurt.I hope l heal one day or that l come out and tell someone close to me.