why we are like this why we are not living normal life's I hate god
I usually too hate but now I realize God had some purpose for us so I enjoy my own company
how can we enjoy living isolated life .. with sames thoughts same feeling they are eating us inside day by day ....now I start hating people's without any reason I feel angery without and reason I cry without any reason
we have no happy future not single reason to be happy not have any single normal realtionship with anyone...my negative thoughts negative feelings negative aura always keep people away from me ..i feel like I m trapped with my own negative thoughts there is no escape
I m living a very terrible life
since when you have been experiencing this?
from childhood at the age of 15
have other people made fun of you before or have you been judged by someone you know?
yes everyday I m experience the same thing that is why I started to not talking to the people
do you have difficulty starting conversations or maintaining conversations with someone face to face?
I think both but starting conservation is more difficult than maintaing it ...but if I chat with someone with revealing my identity i express my feelings better ...not work in real life
who are these people who judge you?
when we hide our identity then we dnt have any fear that somone will made fun of me and judge me..but this trick not work in real life because in real life we have to have different kind of persons they are horrible
why would someone make fun of you in real life, I am chatting with you and I really find no reason to make fun of you.
everyone around me judge me by my voice by gesture by my walk they judge me on every point
they judge me by my voice because my voice and my speaking style is not like a normal male (as everyone thinks and they stereotypes me )
1) they are ones whose are toxic and don't deserve you, 2) their judgemental character is their problem and whatever they say is as true as earth being flat.
do you have any hobbies?
yes i like singing I like reading books ...i likes kids and I like teaching to children ( only those who are not making fun of me ) i like to visits religious places reading literature ...gaining new knowledge... doing excercise