the only thing you need right now is a good conversation with your parents. talk with them and tell them about your goals. You need to realize that this is your life and no one is responsible for your life. U have to make your life beautiful and whatever you want to . Just take s strict step, work hard on your goals and show them that this is what I want ... Stop being controlled... Parents never think bad about their children but the thing is that this is your life and u have to be responsible for ur life. what if u get married and later ur husband cheated on you, then u have no other options, u will be devastated , so u have to stand on your own, your parents should understand and give you a little more time,,,the only thing u have to do is not to disappoint them. u have to work hard and achieve your goal..### u can do it..