My life is absolute shit... I hate it sm, I always feel left out with my family members, I have no friends to talk to about my problems. Everyone around me makes me feel like my life don't matter but if I die they will love me. Maybe this will be my last thing I'll ever wrote, I'm tired, tired of being here I'm tired of everything. I just want to die, I will find the peace I needed when I die. They will finally give me the attention I want.