I also started studying with better mental condition
lonewolf07
Idk when I'm going to be down again
lonewolf07
studies are the one thing that keep me tohether
lonewolf07
good luck for your studies
abjecttomatoe4
thanks
lonewolf07
you asked what men wan in a relationship
abjecttomatoe4
yes
lonewolf07
it's different from person to person for me it's trust and love.
abjecttomatoe4
but I have big trust issue
abjecttomatoe4
After that I think I never trust any people again
lonewolf07
by trust means I wont cheat my partner she too have to be like that
abjecttomatoe4
okk
lonewolf07
in my case we break up when we lost the trust in each other
abjecttomatoe4
my case is so different
abjecttomatoe4
u know
lonewolf07
2 people are different everybody is different so if one does cheat on you it doesn't mean another guy is going to cheat you
abjecttomatoe4
ya
abjecttomatoe4
but this is my problem
abjecttomatoe4
1
my thinking problem
lonewolf07
hmm everybody thinks so much bad things at the time of great adversary even small things does seem like big ones
lonewolf07
give yourself time to heal
lonewolf07
and by the way yours and my story are not so different our loved ones married or planning to marry someone else but we can't get over them
lonewolf07
there is so much more than money in the life
abjecttomatoe4
in my ex life
abjecttomatoe4
not my typing mistake
abjecttomatoe4
in my ex life most important thing is money
lonewolf07
I have seen it. we need money to live but I have seen so much instances where money is like a just a paper
lonewolf07
he is your ex why are you bothering about him
abjecttomatoe4
I also think so .one time u live without some amount of money but without true love or with wrong person we can't.
abjecttomatoe4
ya ur right
lonewolf07
there is nothing called true love. Love is there. with the wrong kind of person we can't live.
abjecttomatoe4
okk
abjecttomatoe4
but fast becoz I want to sleep becoz I wake up 4am
lonewolf07
I am sorry
lonewolf07
good luck
abjecttomatoe4
I leaved him 2 year before but he came in my life again and again.
abjecttomatoe4
I know I am doing wrong
abjecttomatoe4
I can't control my feelings to him
lonewolf07
if we are not over them we will again do these mistakes
lonewolf07
and again I am so sorry for being too blunt
lonewolf07
s I know we can't control our feelings for the person if we were that serious about them.
abjecttomatoe4
he is first love of my life.it is hard to forget him for me.
abjecttomatoe4
he cheated me not me.
lonewolf07
s I know he cheated on you and from what you are going through I guessed it's your first love
abjecttomatoe4
I always loved him .I kept myself distance for about 2 year but in my subconscious mind the feelings for him is alawys alive
lonewolf07
I was looking for a girl to love me like you love your ex instead I got someone like your ex
abjecttomatoe4
I know my mistake
lonewolf07
we have to learn from our mistakes
lonewolf07
and I am again sorry that a poked at your wounds
abjecttomatoe4
I want a guy who love me more than I love him
abjecttomatoe4
No. it's okk
lonewolf07
you will definitely find someone
abjecttomatoe4
But in reality I don't want relationship like that time
lonewolf07
by the way we didn't introduce each other should we introduce each other or continue anonymous
abjecttomatoe4
becoz I can't bear heartbreak again
lonewolf07
s I know. I am also going through same
abjecttomatoe4
this not perfect place for introduce myself
lonewolf07
ok
lonewolf07
of you wish to introduce yourself just say I will give my insta id
lonewolf07
we think like that
lonewolf07
If you wanna know about me, we helping each other for 2 days, you can ask
abjecttomatoe4
if u want to give ur insta I'd whenever I install my insta I'd I will contact to u
lonewolf07
no I don't want to give you my insta id
abjecttomatoe4
okk
lonewolf07
I offered it because of formality
abjecttomatoe4
then anyoyonmus is ok
abjecttomatoe4
okk
lonewolf07
if you feel comfortable to chat outside this app I can help you that's why I offered if you don't feel like that I love to continue like this
abjecttomatoe4
i also replied u to because of formality
abjecttomatoe4
sorry
abjecttomatoe4
I don't know u
lonewolf07
don't get offended I wont trust people easily and one person I trusted didn't end up well. But I give chance to everyone to win my trust
abjecttomatoe4
ur background whatever u do .
abjecttomatoe4
u can't trust people easily . trust issue is big for me
lonewolf07
ok I am doctor finished my medical education now taking a break to prep for higher studies and don't be afraid
lonewolf07
you told your education background so it's fair if you know that much about me
abjecttomatoe4
u are doctor .I am simple girl who believes simple living and high thinking
abjecttomatoe4
I have completed my b.sc with maths in2020
abjecttomatoe4
I am pursuing m.sc with chemistry and started preparation for upsc
lonewolf07
why do you think doctors dont have simple living
abjecttomatoe4
okk
lonewolf07
maths is one of my favorite subject Chem blah
abjecttomatoe4
I want to wake up in 4 am
abjecttomatoe4
byee
lonewolf07
good night and it was really nice to talk with you and I hope I didn't offended you
lonewolf07
good luck for your upsc
Recovering_babe
try treating him as to how you feel after dealing with him and not according to your feelings about him.
bubblypiglet3
l think you should text him and try to talk and see what is really going on and if he doesn’t change or if doesn’t open up then treat him the way he treats you