Hello guys, i don't how much this is helpful as this is my very first experience. basically my problem is something about which i am only confused it's like anything is happening in my life and it's just going like a wind. so let me start describing my problem first actually am a 20 year old guy basically from beginning i was a kind of mediocre student or most appropriate kind or above average i.e my marks use to range between 80-88% an i was weak in maths too means i couldn't get my basics clear. so as the time passes i use to hear a lot from my relatives to study hard. till class 10th i think i was a guy who want to be superior and studd in class and dominate over others so for that i started engaging in relationships and some friendships so as class 10th passed out i couldn't manage to get admission in my dream school and this hurted me a lot because my percentage was bit low frnds,loved ones of old school all left behind then i started working very hard in class 12