in December 2022 I was very happy girl but suddenly in January my life ,my goal everything gone ruin , because I was a B.sc zoology student then suddenly I was nothing due to my laparwahi my session got expired for b.sc .i was in deep shock ,i reached to my clg talk to them please allow me to fill the form for final year exam b.sc but they don't allow and that was my last attempt .i was deep shock ,i suddenly started to self curshing ,i was like ,after 12th i have nothing ,i don't know what to do ,aisa lga sb rasta band ,mai kuch nhi kar skti, usi time mai kvs ka form bhari thi then i decide i have to claered it anyhow ,i work hard but in sab ke dauran mujhe nind aana band ho gaya or nind mujhe abhi bhi nhi aata h only rat mein 2-3 hour mai soti hu,mai ki bhut kosis krti hu lekin lekin hmesha subconscious mind me chlta h ki mera kya hoga ,and in between all of these i am unable to talk to parents ,my mood is always unhappy ,mera kisi se bat krne ka man nhi krta h mai ab dosto se bhi