sorry to hear about your badi mummy, rest in peace her soul.
thrilledfalcon2
what should I do me tears are not stopping memory are flashing by
farshy756
it's okay to cry. you should let your tears out. losing of a beloved family member hurts a lot and I cannot feel the pain and hurt you are going through but just know I am here for you and I will listen to all that you have to say.
thrilledfalcon2
all those memories🥺🥺
thrilledfalcon2
are flashing one by one
farshy756
I can relate, all the times you spent with her, the emotions that are in those memories causing you pain thinking about the past.
thrilledfalcon2
what should I do farshy it just feel like I am helpless crying it the only thing which I got
thrilledfalcon2
anyone here
thrilledfalcon2
tell me what is my fault
farshy756
nothing is your fault
thrilledfalcon2
then why I am helpless
farshy756
what happened has happened and unfortunately you cannot change your past, this doesn't mean that you are at fault for anything that happened.
farshy756
why are you feeling helpless?
thrilledfalcon2
because I can do anything
thrilledfalcon2
just sit and watch like a coward
farshy756
let's say, you did something, will this change the present.
farshy756
can you prevent death from happening?
thrilledfalcon2
I am such a loser
farshy756
you are not a loser and don't think so low about yourself. you did what you could and whatever happened is not your fault, don't blame yourself.
cynicalthrush8
sorry to hear that...may her soul rest in peace 🙏
farshy756
your badi mummy loves you and she wouldn't like her beloved son take the blame for something that was not in his control at all, instead she wants her son to live happily and cherish her memories.
thrilledfalcon2
you guys tell me kya karu may meri asu kyu nahi ruk rahe
farshy756
mind divert karne ki koshish karo, kisi aur cheez ke bare mein socho.
thrilledfalcon2
Kia sochu kia na karu kuch samjh nahi a raha
farshy756
play a mind game
thrilledfalcon2
what type of mind game
farshy756
like a puzzle or maths game
thrilledfalcon2
I am screaming inside angry starving just
thrilledfalcon2
what should I say
farshy756
then express that anger out
thrilledfalcon2
how can I express my anger on chat
thrilledfalcon2
I cannot express on my home I am in my room just crying
farshy756
express your anger through your words
thrilledfalcon2
I am such a stupid foolish person wish I was dead before she is
farshy756
breath in through your nose and breath out through your mouth
thrilledfalcon2
mann I cannot handle this
farshy756
you can handle this
thrilledfalcon2
just go away my thoughts my feelings just go away awayyytytttt
farshy756
let your thoughts out, it will clear your mind
thrilledfalcon2
go away run run from here just go away
farshy756
you can do this
thrilledfalcon2
farshy can I talk to through some option anyone here can I talk to someone
thrilledfalcon2
just go away
thrilledfalcon2
I hate it I just hate it
thrilledfalcon2
don't i am a coward a loser
farshy756
you are not a coward or a loser
thrilledfalcon2
I am
thrilledfalcon2
run away
farshy756
no you are not
thrilledfalcon2
run away my thoughts my feelings
farshy756
just breath in breath out
thrilledfalcon2
I just want to end it for all
farshy756
don't take any wrong step in anger
thrilledfalcon2
I am foolish just run away leave me my thoughts my emotions just leave me alone
farshy756
you are not foolish
thrilledfalcon2
what am i you tell me
tgera3
its ok to cry, when you loose someone, in few days you will be okay, just accept the truth. hope you will be fine soon