had a really great time, even kissed him on forehead before leaving, met his mom, brother and sister, it was all good
lonelybitch
but then again, when we are together he holds Mt Hans tightly, looks at me like he loves me
lonelybitch
but when I told him that I can't do this, I need an answer, I love him, I can't be his friend
lonelybitch
he Said he doesn't want a relationship, but he behaves like my boyfriend, he does boyfriend stuff
lonelybitch
idk, he says he is over his ex( my ex and I broke up a year ago, he got another gf after me)
lonelybitch
but refuses to be in relationship and don't even tell me why
lonelybitch
and you know I don't want to understand him, I want to Hate him for behaving like this, but I understand him, I was in the same situation w someone, I liked him but didn't want a relationship
lonelybitch
I don't get him, at one point he's all over me, he hugs me so tightly, then he behaves like this
lonelybitch
what should I do
lonelybitch
I can't
lonelybitch
I tried for a year, it's been more than a year now lol
lonelybitch
I don't want to lose him
lonelybitch
with him everything is so good, he is my first love for God's sake
lonelybitch
how old are you?
lonelybitch
I'm.17
lonelybitch
you know, nowadays everyone wants a physical relationship but with him it was not like that, he never touched me in a wrong way or even talked in that way
lonelybitch
his intentions were always so pure and genuine
lonelybitch
maybe it's because there are chances that he is going out of city for college
lonelybitch
Well, he asked me to come meet him, so should I ask him to meet this time? I mean he is sick that's why I should go I guess?
lonelybitch
he Has jaundice, so I should probably not talk about all that ig?
ardentorange7
same happened with me also I was on your place but one day I said my friend that am I just timepass for you than he said md that no then I said that I just feel like that than he said friends dont talk like this than I said I said I am talking better than you than he said I think now its time to say goodbye for better ness than I just realised that person never loved me he just said that u won't understand even if I say and u r still immature and what I did was best and dint try to contact me and he blocked me from all social media u know what it hurts more when the person u r with u think he loves u but the reality is he cant commit because that person never loved me
lonelybitch
I'm sorry that it happened to you, must have hurt alot
ardentorange7
even suffering till now
ardentorange7
I just wish I should go back and stopmyself for doing friendship with him.