I always feel like im the one begging my frnds to hangout and stuffs but I feel they never miss me or I don't even matter to them .They are too busy w their life's which is not wrong but I always feel like I bother them and I always feel sad abiut this ..I really need new bunch of frnds too explore more and get to get to no more about stuffs but I'm extremely shy and nervous .I need your help in making new frnds and stepping out of your comfort zone and also how to feel independent and happy w my own self and stop looking for happiness in other please help me