I don't have a reason to be alive. I know I need help I really do but I don't have the money for it. I don't have a job because I get scared around a lot of people. I start to feel like crying. I live with a family who is sick of me. Everyone is sick of me at this point. My parents are abusive so I don't want to live with them. I am not smart, not talented, and apparently I also can't do anything right from what my family says. I am just sick of living at this point. There is literally no reason for me to be breathing. What do I have to even offer to anyone? Nothing.