I am crying in my college hallway right now. I feel so invisible, so small, so empty knowing that no one really cares everyone is busy and very focused on their own game that you are just invisible. you try so hard to be one of them, you try so hard to be heard and seen you try so hard to be loved, may be and mostly by yourself. you try so hard to be counted, to be considered. and no matter how much you try you are never enough. never considered. never loved. you try and try and try and you see yourself fail.