Hi, I can actually relate to each and everyword of yours. You always think na ki you're causing unnecessary trouble in other's life? I know you feel alone and tbh I don't know myself how to get rid of loneliness but if you want. I can listen. I won't be able to promise that I won't be temporary but trust me whenever you feel vulnerable after any incident. Try not to think about it or divert your mind. And trust me I want to cry but my family is very strict. They'll rather kill me to see a boy crying. You're good at pretending when you're not alone. It's a quality. I know I'm not helping you but you and I are not much different. You'll get over this.

I can understand you must be feeling really vulnerable. Are you close to any other family member like any cousin or your sibling? I was suggested by my therapist to actually start writing your emotions and however you feel, initially when I had communication issues. You can do the same, trust me on this it became my best friend and it used to be really cathartic. You can do try the same.

@wasteoflife Thanks for your kind words 🙂 still nothing gives me hope I've such a reluctant nature, feel like I am creating the vulnerable situations by myself sometimes , even if someone tries to help me, I feel like I Will be a burden to them, my feelings are useless. So I'm trying my best to ignore my unnecessary emotions @rkaka This things don't Work upon me😞 I tried, but failed, it helped me for few months, yet didn't stay for long time

Hey you can connect and talk to me on discord if it helps: My I'd: avgspacelover#2362