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Depression

Nobody knows nobody understands what is going inside my mind n heart I'm dead , i don't have any kind of reasons to stay here n live..... I'm at my death poin .......I'm in stress totally depressed stress is on the peak of my lyf....... I'm totally destroyed but no one understand this because everyone think I'm happy , i cheated them , i hurted them i broke their hearts but no one is thinking about me no one cares about my feelings n emotions i changed my self because of my problems but no one told me y uh changed...... I can't smile the same, i can't talk the same, everything has changed everybody left me alone .... N now I'm over because everything has finished .... i wear a fake smile on my face n people think I'm happy but that isen't reality my reality know my Allah ...... i die each day every min . N it's getting so hard for me to live here... n u know what each day every min. I only think about sucide because i don't wanna live anymore i hate

arbeena145

3 Answers

morbidorange8

hey there, I know you don't know me but I know how you feel. I'm going through the same thing rn and let me tell you this.. these type of things aren't worth getting stressed or depressed about.. People don't notice your existence and you feel hopeless and sad and you think that if your dead, people won't even know. You even changed your self and they didn't even notice.. Look what I'm saying is don't care about what people say or how they perceive you. You change for you. Not for your parents, siblings or even a ghost. You need to decide change for yourself. And hey if you did change yourself, ask yourself whether this is the you that you wanna be in life, if no? THEN CHANGE... and like I know bout the whole suicide and stuff thing... I'm still struggling with it too so I can't give much advice but all I know... it's worth giving in into suicide when there are so much of stuff you can do. (idk of this helps I'm not so good at stuff :))

@ morbidorange8 ,no no it's fine thnku so much

Samuel1987

i know we'll what you're talking about but it's only you're mindset don't let your fear overcome you

I am not fit for anyone

Unloving

Need someone to talk to!!

not able to accept my reality !!