so what's your age now and what do you do

oh...what's your thoughts about marriage...if I say about myself... I don't feel that I will be capable enough to be a life time partner for some girl...but how to explain this to family...they will get tensed if they know I am suffering from these all...even I can't think myself getting married...it's that I have no special skill or life skill...very average body which no girl will like to go out with...so I am ignoring all the rishtas as much as possible

so who is in your family?

ok...so what their thoughts on your marriage and all?

so how do you handle the rishtas they bring

yes exactly...I also fear that on keeping neglecting the rishta, someone will think I have some sexual issue...but how to explain what's going inside us....do you attend any listening circles here?

yes ..I know the charge thing...but I guess it's not their want but more of their need..as they need fund also at the end of day ..and it's not much.50 RS per session...so you can attend as per your availability.....so do you like any skills or games

ok...good to know...so while doing these activities...do you feel any inferiority complex like while swimming do you feel any awkwardness related to your body type...means I don't know how your body type is...for me...I am very thin... although 27 age but if you look me I will look like 17 or 18 year old..and while playing badminton...do you feel that the other person in front of you is always better... because I always feel this only due to which I avoid Playing any game as I think the team which include me will surely lose..so ya