She said no. You all know what that means and I should respect that. For past 3 months its been a pain for me. I am unable to forget her. She is very special to me for very long time, her family is very close to me. Forgetting her is becoming next to impossible. My career is impacted, I couldn't take proper decisions at all. Whenever I see her my chest drops. The only girl I ever loved in my life. I WANT OUT and I don't know how to do it. Wish love was simple.