hello! i don't know what to say but nowadays I'm feeling so lonely even tho i have my best friend and sister but i feel like i can't tell everything to them about how I'm feeling, what's going on with me. i just keep bottling up everything to the point when it starts hurting me physically and mentally. I'm always a listener to who ever need me and i guess this is my problem. I always think that everyone hurting is much more than mine and I'm just faking it or doing it for attention. If i ever try to reach out to someone about everything i just can't speak like no words come out and i became blank. My anxiety is getting worse day by day.