It's my first time writing here and well you can say I have trust issues which inadvertently affect my social relationships The thing is I never really had this severe case of trust issues but over the last year's things happened I changed as a person. And for better. I am self dependent bold and can take stand against even against the world. But now the thing is it made me alone always fighting for others, understanding others but never letting anyone be come near me on emotional level there's always a wall. But now I feel lonely it's like I want to have someone who is willing to understand me and someone who is a little like me twisted. How do I make it happen when opening up to someone and trusting someone feels impossible