Hey! The year 2021 was really not good for me. My mum had to go through some serious illness twice she's still not completely fine, my sister too had so much mental problems to deal with even I got hospitalized and now suddenly I have to leave for college for my final exams I am not at all able to study. I'm having this weird scary feeling always I just want to be free for a moment and I don't want to leave my family in this condition and go. Also there is this teacher who really makes fun of me which lowers my already low self esteem even more. I am really feeling very scared and anxious. I want to study but I'm not able to at all.