I know it must be difficult for you to be a sponge. It’s imp for you also to vent.
I am right here let’s talk.
I can totally feel you cause I've been on that situation, sometimes it's okay to call or to open up to a person who really listens to you or ready to talk with you, cause that's what I did. Whenever I feel like my friends who're with me are not interested to know what I'm going with I'll try to meet my old friends or talk with someone who really get me, I swear you're not alone. There are so many outhere like you 😊