I'm 15 , and in my final year of school. My board exams are coming this month and I have neither started my prepration or have written any notes.(if any Indian here, you know what are board exams and how important they are in one's life). And guess why have I been wasting my time ???? Yes. Struggling to get rid of social media and gaming addiction. I have tried almost everything possible and visited many psychiatrists. But those were of no use. Days are passing and life is just getting worse. I am simply losing control of my brain and my life. Every day I just keep getting negative vibes. Now I really feel to end this suffering called "life". If someone is actually reading this , then I (might) be dead.