I'm 14 and I'm supposed to be enjoying my teenage years but instead I'm thinking of death because when I'm rude kids tell me to reduce my temper,when I'm nice kids take me for granted,when I don't talk because I don't know what to do I'm considered unfriendly, I'm tired I just wanna die but I'm scared the people who actually love me for me are gonna cry and I hate to see them sad so I'm just living, I'm really tired of driving to a destination where I don't know which corner to take,coz everyone wants me to be the way they want me to be and I'm tired so I'm letting go and if God doesn't steer I'm crushing without any second thought