I don't know. I feel tired. I think myself makes me feel that way because everytime I give a step forward I got mistaken and that makes don't wanna move anymore. Stay calm, stay in peace. All I wanna do is sleep, sometimes read and watch movies. But most of the time, wanna be sleeping.
If your actions doesn't give you the result that you hoped they would, don't let that stop you from trying again. Also, giving yourself some You time is not the bad idea. Sleeping, reading and watching movies is kinda your own chill time so don't feel as if you're alone or lost if you're doing those things rather than going out and having fun, ENJOY ITTT. It's not necessary to be outdoors and chilling all the time right?
If staying home eats you up and you've done too much home shit then go out and have your own kind of fun. Give yourself some time. DON'T UNDERESTIMATE YOURSELF
Don't think about others. DO WHAT YOU WANT AND DO IT FOR YOU.
I wanna go outside too but I don't have money. I don't have a job, I still live with my parents, and I feel like I'm a burden to them. That's why I think I can't enjoy what I do.
Besides, I can't be outdoors because my skin is too sensitive to the sun exposure. I don't even have money to buy a sunscreen. I'm trapped.
Same experience happens to me everyday. But i make sure to tell myself positive affirmations everytime i start my day so that i can focus only on the good things ahead of me.