Hey everyone :) Hope y'all fine. It was a really good day. I was happy and enjoying my time. I was having a great time with my niece. We played and enjoyed alot. But when I came back home. I don't know what I am feeling guilty for. For enjoying? I'm feeling disgusted for wasting my time. I just want to hurt myself. It is so suffocating here. I can't talk to anyone about this. Everyone makes fun of this. My own family. I can't with this anymore. I randomly downloaded this app. I'm writing now. I don't know what for. That's not it but I think, I need to stop here. Bye. Take care y'all <3