was there any problem going on with your life,or last gathering on your birthday went wrong or something?
Slem
I don't think anyone can tell you why. Try to sit alone, no electronics or music, and try to get in touch with your emotions...ask yourself these questions. Alternatively, you can take a walk and think about it too, physical activity makes the brain more actif
DarkSwan710
that happens sometimes. where you feel completely disconnected with things happening around you
hashz
Noo it just that I feel like I'm alone they don't see how I feel even if I share something they think it's stupid! n i feel worse
DarkSwan710
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your feelings are valid even if no one understands them. they're not stupid
Slem
try having friends! perhaps chatting with someone may cheer you up! I can be your friend if you want
hashz
and today I keep on reminding those memories when I told her my secrets and I needed her (my sister) and make my self worse today her birthday and those memories keep on hurting me I can't see good no more
DarkSwan710
you can't control when memories and emotions chose to resurface. I can understand how difficult it must be to enjoy and be around so many people when you feel Noone is there for you. but just for a moment be there for your sister. sometimes I've experienced that when we are the most down if we give a lil bit to someone it makes us feel momentarily better.