I just felt like..sometimes the school system seems pointless, it made me stressed out because why do we even need to do such paper test and we will forget it eventually, well depends if we liked the subjext or not. Even our teachers and the school cant seem to give us the motivation to learn and explore. They only centered subjects like science, math, history, and other academics..meanwhile what abt the non academics? ..Cmon this made me felt more and more depressed about it, i know it seems very very ungrateful for me but...this school feeling is just like we are being employee robots , need to do the best to be rewarded with...scores...and your participants in academic competitions. I could have studied art more and i want to improve it.. then be those damn talented young artists...yes..jealousy can lead to depression..thats why.. but this school is just blocked my way somehow. Someone said if i should choose either art business or school. Hah i would be delighted to choose art but yeah my parents wont support it anyway.