Hey, can you elaborate whats going on

Do you think you can pen down your emotions and things that are in utter importance to be done?

I just feel lost I had a bad breakup it was an invested relationship from my end 5 years long though We lost compatibility and trust hence i decided to end it He took it in a hurtful way and threatened me to make our private moments public. I got so distressed I couldn't talk to anyone he had my phone on track my location at every point of time was known to him or maybe it still is He shared my pictures with random people and gave my contact no to them and I would receive calls anonymously from people asking me for favour and said the wanna do me I couldn't sleep i couldn't smile i lost everything i gave up on my job because he used to call at my office when i wouldn't answer his calls. My life is dull I want it to end

I'm sorry for what you had to go through. He put you through so much trauma and disrespect, let us be glad that your toxic relationship has come to an end. You deserve better, someone who loves you and respects you and your intimate moments. A real man would never threaten you. Does he still contact or threaten you? If yes, then plz complain to the police, or reach out to a local women's helpline. Don't let him take advantage of your silence. Show him what you're capable of. Also, plz think about your parents. They love you so much, why would you want to end your life? Just lodge a complaint against him and then block him. You need to find another job so that your mind stays occupied. You're strong, you can do this, girl! I'm with you and I'm here for you if you want to share anything anytime. Be grateful for everything in life, your life is precious 🤗

Its so kind of you to listen to me. I don't have any self-esteem left. I wanna move out of the country and start fresh