Is there a past experience which makes you do this ? You need to forget whether they will stay or not. If they are meant to then they will otherwise they will leave but you need to talk first .
My past experience is that I'm am shunned from my family because of sexuality I have nobody to go to and when i got comfortable found a bestfriend then they left too so now when i meet new people I push them away on accident and this one person seems to really want to help and shes fighting to stay but I'm pushing her away in fear she will leave in the end I'm. not too sure how I'm pushing away tbh
Don’t push her from my experience people who care for you will stay with you. So don’t do that and allow people to see you as who you are and trust me when you do that, no one will leave you. Have faith and do it
thank u I really appreciate u I needed someone to talk to for awhile I just feel like my life situation is too much alrealdy and if I am open with people they will see that my life situation is too much and they cant help me so they will leave I'm just scared shes my bestfriend and I cant lose her
Don’t worry I am always there if you need me. Please open up to your best friend that she deserves atleast
thank u I really appreciate u talking to me I will open to her more I just hope she dosent leave when I do tell her everything fully