Now here iam waiting for your relpy if you don't reply i get worried .....i want to be ok ....

Hey, Hope you’re doing well. Kindly visit a doctor nearby.

Actually I can't stop thinking about someone ,when i want to sleep iam only thinking about him , dreaming about him over and over again i don't know why .he proposed me but that time iam not sure about him after some time i started like him but iam not able to express my feelings then he started dating another girl .iam not in relationship with him but still thinking about my memories with him ,i think he is not trustworthy but still i think about him ,iam suffering from this since 2 years and its been 1 year i never saw him single time .why this happening with me ? How can i stop this ? He judged me ,he make fun of me behind my back ,i hurted so much when he love his girl in front of me is he showing me that my decision is wrong ? He is not for me but still my mind playing memories again and again,its long time i need to get rid of this .due to all this iam suffering from OCD now frequently urination when iam stressed help me ....no one understands me my parents don't take me to doctor ,iam not able to share all this with them ,even i share then they don't find it as any problem .iam suffering i know its paining

Help me guide me i really need help ......i google it there they write that it's your past connection if you not able to forget someone and different kind of stuff i want to get rid of this mental conflict