she is my classmate. we live in the same building. she lives next door to me. she is my crush. my roommates are her good friends . she used to my good friends. but she was taking our friendship for granted so I broke up our friendship. But I realized that I was in love with her. I missed her and it's really difficult controlling my emotions when I see her. I can't focus on my studies. don't know how to deal with my emotions. going back to her is not in a option.