I am also having the same problem I know it's really hard but you know sometimes it good to know you are not alone how about just sleep for a few minutes and see what happens after
i also feel alone and nobody wants to listen me i want to wake up early and complete my pending work but I wake up late in morning because i can't sleep in night because of overthinking and than time it's too late.
when I want to sleep I think about something I love doing and imagine doing it till I fall asleep you just have to concentrate on that one thing when you can finally do that you keep repeating it till you are sleep don't worry I can assure you that you are not alone
I passed out from the types of situations that I am feeling that nothing is bad from this but than something happens more bad and it's seems that life is pranking on me and I can't handle it
you see the reason why this thing are still happening is because you haven't accepted that nothing bus actually bad you know I told you I was going through something like this I am going through death anxiety too but I am begging to some accept these this the beginning of healing is acceptance and knowing you are not alone
I meant to say nothing is bad
yaa but everything feels bad i lost my all friends because of me and I realise that how pretty bonding we had i am missing that's time i spent with them and in night when I off the lights i am starting crying because of i am missing them all
and I just want to come back that bond but now it's not. possibile may this will happen and I will starting beleiveing miracles