my parents are forcing me to marry. I am only 19, I tried telling them that I am not ready no matter how good he is....I am not happy and the day before my so called engagement, my mother had a brain hemorrhage. I felt devastated everyone thought it was because of me and the pressure me not wanting to marry. Now she is better but, she is not healthy and again my family members are planning my engagement and everytime I hear about it I feel so black inside and a current flowing through my whole body. idk what to do I can't say anything now and I feel so caged.