it's been 6 months since I broke up I was in denial for these 6 months that I don't love him anymore and I'll be fine in few days it's was a beautiful phase I need to forget but idk what is happening in the night that I couldn't sleep thinking that we were so perfect I still love him but can't admit cz I want him to be happy nahi to he'll be tensed about me I don't want that n I can't breathe now thinking of that previous year was the most beautiful year of my life and he is in denial too that he is not thinking or tensed about me but we need to forget about everything but at the same time I don't want to lose the best friend within him for me m just stuck my mind isn't stopping thinking about him daily m having a headache idk what to do