I had a lot of people that wanted to befriend me back in highschool but I pushed a lot of them away. Yes I was very specific with who I invited in my life but that was all brought about by the people I once trusted in the past and hurt me. I was a scared little girl who craved friendship but couldn't accept it when it came by because i was broken. I'm not mad at myself for that I was a victim of betrayal. I am getting better day by day and finding myself. Hopefully I'll soon make friends.