I don't have money or support for therapy or else I would have rushes to the place

ok. look try not to worry or think about it you know distracting yourself with the things you need to do for your like studying and focusing gets hard do things that makes you happy like play basketball. just play I m not saying as in team or match but play it for refreshing your mind and be happy for at that moment and of course If you tell that's the only thing they can do so..if their is someone other like any sis or bro....? leave it be but I'm sure for one thing when you are in this low state and not successful in this time you will find a true friend ok. I.... was also harresed when I was you know in 5th grade so... of course their is not a single person in this world who knew this. things happen like 2 times and different person. when I was in 3rd grade thier was my uncle who would call me when no was at I thought it was coincidence because aunt was always busy bt he said to me that I have prblm in that part and I can't tell anyone and the solution... is ......massaging.......ii ..... don't know what to say that was 1st time I didn't know anything at that time of course I always felt weird at that time but I thought I was helping him....? and inside and inside I didn't wanted to do that bt than things got like you shouldn't do that you should help people if you can ... and he can't say it to anyone like that and 2nd time was my cousin of I didn't know anything at that time to. see I growed up in and indian family and atmosphere so... I didn't know anything and real thing till I was 17 so..but of course even though I didn't know anything after some month I ended up accepting my feeling like I don't wanna do this so I leaved that place started living with my sis for new course and study interacting with people ..helps you in stuffs you know. knowing their jobs.. how much hour they spend just the way you love basketball their maybe people who love other things and doing their job as doing that .. you can know about this going outside is going to help.... and I wish you find a really really better and true friend I know you WILL

that was soo.... big I didn't realize it. I talked soo much in reality I don't talk in home or outside. people might misunderstand that I m unable to talk but in this social world where no one knows me I can actually talk

I m sorry again😅

so I'm not the only one

pls don't be sorry i feel related to someone and i hope so basically i had the best life and then like I'm sorry this happened to you but thankyou for sharing with me