I had done something very wrong and bad 4 years back ,my brother was being bullied in front of my own eyes and was being hit by some seniors, I am 7 years older to him ,he was shouting for my help and crying helplessly ,I too was feeling bad cause I was not able to help ,when he came home I shouted at him very bad and scolded him badly ,my brother was just in second grade and he said he wanted to commit suicide after 2 hours I had told him sorry and we both started being happy ,the next day too he was bullied and hit by the same senior and I did not help him, the third day I had complained to my seniors teacher but when I think about the day I had treated my brother was this way I always feel bad thinking about his condition back then ,in my childhood too I used to hit him ,i am 18 years old and I have never been a good sister .I feel very regretful of what I had done ,I always made him feel helpless and made him cry ,today I got a little scold from my teacher and I feel so bad ,but how much pain would my brother had suffered back then,I have to give my boards but I am not able to concentrate thinking about all this