Hi, this is very limited information to really address the issue stated above. I understand your willingness to return to your husband, and eish for the reconciliation of the families as well. But events in between and the situational variables we do not know. You can reach out to your husband first to talk about the matter, to clear the differences, express the grievances and take complete responsibility of your actions. Ofcourse this needs courage, patience and a steady mind, you must also talk with an intent to listen as well which is the key to effective communication .
When it comes to working on yourself, try and look at whatever has happened from a third perspective, and be as objective as you can be, this makes it easier to see what exactly is the root cause and then act accordingly and in a responsible manner.
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