Take a deep breath close your eyes...and question yourself "are you not happy at this moment...??" you know he will hurt you and no one knows better that you he will hurt you again then also you are going to him....

Don't lose your value if you lose your value to someone they will use you like puppets and after you realise that you are a puppet it's too late to come back...it's just 7 months relationship...i am in a 5 years relationship and i don't even know i am a puppet...many of us here are having 6+ years in a toxic relationship but they satay Thai toxic relationship because they believe that their partners will understand them but life is too short we are here for a limited period of time don't waste time for begging...if they love you they come...if they are not..then you chose to be independent don't rely on anyone except yourself cause at the end of the day we all are alone...

dont go back ,trust me you know about chameleon its nature is to harm others like that those boys who treat us like shit its their nature this cant be changed if he is promising to change after getting back to relation he will be good for few weeks than again he will show his true colours , pls save yourself