when you are confused it means that person dont love you and you may love him but try to move on
men either love you or they don't and this guy doesn't so it's better to move on from him
but I messed things up when we first got together then we broke up and I begged to get back together with him and we finally did, then we had a big fight and he said he was done, but then he texted me a few months later asking to hangout and we did and I got grounded and it's been 9 months since then so I just don't know what to do
I think it's better to move on from this guy. a relationship where you both can't give each other peace is never going to work. ask him one last time what he wants if he says he wants nothing to do with you then just move on
I asked him if we could ever have a relationship again and he just responds with a "maybe" or "it's possible"