contd . for my post , I am really scared for my exams I am just scared that I might get kt .. the fear of failing is really scary ... plus the fear of becoming this person who is highly competitive, overworked herself to death , doesn't think so she's worth it of anything and thinks if breaks aren't for her , treats herself like crap and many more... the fear of becoming this person is getting deeper day by day .. I wish I could cry but tears aren't coming out of my eyes . I am jittery and shivery and scared full with anxiety π