Hi everyone I new to this app and I'm not even sure this can help me but I'm going to give it a shot. Here's my story, I had a baby boy 7 months ago and I have severe post partum depression. I am currently on medication for it and some days it works and I feel great but most days I feel overwhelmed and like a failure to my son. I have had thoughts about ending my life and honestly it sooths me but I could never in a million years leave my boy without a mommy. I have tried to see a therapist a few months back and she blamed everything I'm feeling on covid. Which is quiet frankly ridiculous. I don't know what else to do or who else to turn to. I've tried my family and my fiancé but they are just bias and don't help at all. Please someone I'm begging for HELP!