Please don't abort your child as it's not his fault. It must be difficult for you but I think you both should sit together and talk. Figure things out together, have you tried?

I would never abort a child.. I'd still have it and raise it and be a good mother to my child but it's my husband I'm worried about.. he is sometimes so reckless and sometimes I feel that it's more important to go out with friends than to be home with his child and wife. I don't know he doesn't get it sometimes that it's very hard for me as this is my first child and I need help with stuff. for example coule of days ago he came home from work I told him that our son is very cranky and he has been like that the whole day and he still choose to leave me home alone. the next day when we were talking I told him that he made a wrong decision and went even if he knew he was cranky and I needed help he said it's not going to hapoened again and the next day he does it again. i don't know how to say things anymore I feel like he just wants me to back off so he'll say what I want to hear