I'm 21, eldest son. My family consists of a step mother, step brother and real father. My step mother hasn't ever accepted me as her own, and has been verbally abusive ever since they got married. My father is of very strict nature and physically abusive (occassionally), and very restrictive. This has led me to become very introverted and have very low self esteem. I feel lonely, and have no affection towards any of the family members. Help