I am in relationships with this guy from past 4 years and we truly love each other and its really difficult for both of us to stay away from each other but his family is totally against this relationship and they have also fixed his marriage somewhere else to which he has no other option but to kneel down to his parents choice . But now he is telling me even if he will marry somewhere else he will always belongs to me and we both will find a way together in the future. His skeptical thoughts really giving me anxious feelings and there is not even a single minute in a day that i dont feel anxious or suffocated. I always think of one or other way to convince him and if i dont get positive response i always fill chills in my body. I am afraid that i am going towards dark path and if my thoughts are not controlled i might end up doing something wrong. Please advise.