also I am tired of this procastination habit yrr ...this is making me weak day by day ...as I am losing faith in me .....I am trying a lot to focus and become serious...but I can't ... honestly every time when I think now things will go easy and normal .... something bad happens and I got really disturbed ....I now it's my fault that I take small problem so hardly and overthinked a lot that ends with anxiety and increase in depression ......I don't know how to deal with this ...I feel really alone in this world ....I want some to explain things to me and guide me .... because I am no more that patient girl who face problems calmly ...and I react very easily to things ..I overthink a lot ..