I've been sexually abused by my own relatives. When I was much younger my uncle touched me inappropriately during family gatherings and said it was our little game. It felt wrong but I was too young to understand what was happening. Now years later I have a fear of being touched. I couldn't understand why I acted this way so I started thinking back to my childhood and discovered that this was the reason. I can't let anybody in and it wasn't even my fault.