try to move on

what really happened between you two? how did things ended

one month ego i had a break up. he was first love of my life. we were in a serious relationship from last 2.5 years. uor marriage has been fixed by both of our families. every thing goes well but one I couldn't recieve his mother's phone call because I was ill that's why my mother called her back but they didn't pick up the call... after sometime when I awake i had texted my boyfriend that I can't pic up the call because I was sleeping. He texd back in a rude way that why my mother called her back.. why not me.. I told him I was sleeping and I will call next day to his mother. but he said that I will go to their house after marriage so I have to make bondding with his mother. but i loved his mother and I thought our bonding was good. l told him be he was getting angry cotinuesly. then I told him I'm not your slave i can't call whenever you asked. Next day i told that to his mother that his son was very rude yesterday and also told her that I was ina problemthat's why I couldn't talk. she said you r not good for my sun you should stop loving my son. after that the guy told me that he had no feelings for me.. he doesn't love anymore. yes he cares about me but didn't love me. because of my anger I am a angry person. he told me to forget about him. at that point I have no friends and my family members are not

I am so sorry for you. but seems like he and his mother did not valued you enough and I know you love him and want him to be back but I think breaking up was for the best because 1% you got married and then they would treat you like this would be a problem. and here you did not had anger issues and even if you did that's a part of you and he should embrace it. I don't think he'll be back and if you wanna clear it out you can just drop him a text if you don't want to just think what if you guys would have not broken up and things go as they were going then would you be happy? if one day he was rude to you ( in marriage) and your mother in law starts supporting him or abusing you then? I know these imagination are kinda wild but think through this for once