Trigger warning : Rape , i was raped by my first boyfriend. his friends watched while i he and I were being initimate and having intercourse. I felt violated and traumatised. but i hate myself, because during that moment I had never orgasmed as much as I normally do. I still get wet dreams of the incident. am I broken for liking to get raped. what is wrong with my sick head. I hate who i have become. I hate that I liked it. I hate myself
